My musings  11/04/2013

SOME WISH LIST -DONE & YET TO BE DONE

 I am myself not  a creative person but then there are other things which one wants to do & enjoy  due to time ./work load /home /kids/ professorial work these  things are in a way pushed under the carpet to retrieve some time ”-when there is time” As all knows there never is time ”which will come &; say to you here i am now do what you want”

Many years later one realizes the futility of waiting for time TIME & TIDE WAITS FOR NO MAN Though we realize this all the time we still do nothing about it -perhaps as we are too tired after we finish all the chores to be done for the day-& push it under the carpet for another day Life thus goes on.

Now after so many years when i have time for myself I feel I am ”burnt out” with none or a flimsy urge to do all the things i wanted  to do .

though never the less there is still a ”spark”which makes me do some of the things I intended to do.

I have become complacent now & realize now that I have put in the best at the time it was needed So in a way no regrets I am at peace now & intend using the ”sparks ” I get now & then to do all the things i had ever wanted to do

I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO TRAVEL & SEE PLACES AROUND THE WORLD 

as a kid i read about the Leaning tower of PISA & my imagination went in all direction & my first wish was born

In 1952 The Olympics were held in HELSINKI -to my child's mind --HELL SINKING

I wanted to know all about this Yes I took out my Atlas & found the country where this belonged to & found out ,this was another place I wanted to see

The great wall of China, Great barrier reef of Australia  the scenic beauty of Newzealand  Hiroshima /Nagasaki in Japan where the Atom bomb was dropped, Moscow -red Square. Stalin's embalmed body  The palaces of St Peters burgh The Holy land where Jesus Christ was born & lived & walked,the Mummies of Egypt

small things added up & now in my sixth decade I found the time to go around & visit all these places.

 I consider myself really blessed to  fulfill most of  my wishes 

Now I am in my seventh decade  & hope that some more little wishes will be full-filled in the future

There is no end to wishing as things come one after the other but we all have to 'leash' ourselves & be thankful the the Power Above who is seeing Listning & guiding & make these wishes come round a full circle
I have become a Doc OBGYN -a wish that took root in me when i was just five years oldt & had a very remarkable self satisfying Career  & now retired
I have seen my children grow up in to good human beings & live their own lives I have seen the grand children grow up I have My own liitle house to call my own -my Hevan & lots of peace . 

Thank you  for  all the rewards