Tuesday, August 13, 2013

My Musings: Outlook - kayn123@hotmail.com

My Musings: Outlook - kayn123@hotmail.com: Outlook - kayn123@hotmail.com : " 14/06/2013 RIP my sister my dear akka -Vollakki 21/06 /1930   to 13/06/2013 TO Sunil &;Karand...

Outlook - kayn123@hotmail.com

Outlook - kayn123@hotmail.com: " 14/06/2013

RIP my sister my dear akka -Vollakki
21/06 /1930   to 13/06/2013

TO Sunil &Karande family & the Bhatt family

thx for informing re ur mom demise as son as u could
though this is expected to happen to all I personally prayed & thought that GOD give a chance to 'come back ' though for a short time to know that vishwanath had come to see her 
anyway I believe that she must have come to know abt it & was very much at peace so she 'let go' almost soon after
she had seen her daughter too & u & chandu bhai was always there
I am glad i came when i did in Feb -for her to recognize me is a reward for me of the goodness of her heart & the love & affection she had for me since i was a kid[I really believe this]She was always there for me when i needed her to depend on 
I can not say this honestly where my other elder siblings  r  concerned 
She WAS a ICON apart from every one
 though i was just 5-6 yrs when i decided to be a doctor I believe in my heart that it was she who i was trying to follow I was a 'happy go lucky 'kid& seeing me she wrote to me that [this is when she was in medical college & we had shifted to Allahabad from Shrilanka] She wrote to me that i should not do do medical as i am not serious & do not study & not hardworking
this 'spurred up' something in nme & I said to myself =how dare she tells me thus while she herself is studying to be a dr' IF SHE CAN THEN I CAN' & I took up the challenge Many a times I know /think that this is the kind of feeling/challenge  she wanted to spur in me!! & was very successful!!
she will always be very dear & next to my heart as long as i live She has been a elder  sister with no comparison
May Her soul rest in Peace
it is very sad to know that she is no more on this earth but I an very grateful to GOD that she was taken very gently & peacefully = as she deserved
She will always live in my heart -as long as my heart beats















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