26/09/2020

i mam at the compute so many looks like ages & rarely that I seem to forget what to do next Today I have been asked by M Harishchandra to write a review for his 25th anniversary of his Gandhi Hospital I wrote the full review and saved it to mthe  Desk top but I cant find it I spent some time writing a review but more time looking for for it!! I keep telling my self BRUSH UP But i do  not understand what has got over me to be Is it sheer laziness   Disinterest in anything Self pity or just nothing to do  I don"t really know Only thing i tell myself is pull yourself UP I do not know how I am going to do it or do i really want to do it Yes & NO together

let things go on Day in to Night & so on I feel  like a outsider looking down on myself  & saying with a sigh  JUST HOPELESS  & a GONE CASE                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                       Let it be  Let Life drift  till I really wake up that is  the big Q