A NEW DAY

Since my illness & admission in September end 2010 with severe pain in chest -I thought this is IT& was all prepared to GO Later when i was still around is the time I realised that going finally may not be difficult for me as I was very peaceful when i checked my blood pressure which was very high also my blood sugar which was also unusually high & severe excruciating pain on the left side under the left breast I diagnosed myself as Gastritis But an hour later when I started sweating profusely -I said to myself -may be it is my heart & THIS IS IT I quietly opened the veranda lock & kept the front door unlocked & came back & lay on my bed that anyone who came to the house could get in easily without breaking the front door & find me peacefully in bed!! But this was not to be. I finally called shyla & she came & took me to Sonia clinic -where i though i will have a IV injection of Ranitidine & come back home as my dogs were at home

But from here I was sent to KMC emergency where Dr Hande came & admitted me

They all thought it was it was my heart but I said no it is gastritis After all investigations all reports as negative

Finally it was said GALL stones & Cholecystitis as i have these stones since many nyears without any symptoms

I was discharged after 7 days & to date I have no problem

Every day when I get up in the morning to open the door & go out for my daily morning walk I say to myself -WHAT A BEAUTIFUL DAY!!

this & all the coming beautiful days I feel is a bonus for me

I am ready to go when the ''call'' comes But finally will i be as peaceful as i was on that day ?? I wonder!!